Since graduating from theatre school, I haven't been able to find my balance.
I want to do everything and nothing all at the same time. I want to watch every show possible, but also want to stay in and watch TV.
I need to find my balance.
I keep thinking I have more time in the week. Before I know it, another month is half way through and I haven't accomplished as much as I would like.
Too many shows run at the same time, which makes it difficult to watch everything.
I need to find some spark of motivation.
AND
with all this said - where is there time for relationships.
This is my rant...
OMG i know! I took like 2 months off after grant mac, one was like a mental health month and the second was me searching for jobs! once i found one I decided to audition for shows which i never did. (I couldnt find a audition to go to) then i decided to write a play, only to find out Im no good at writing... as you can tell with my spelling... And now im working, looking for a new job, and have done 2 auditions with a few day apart! Now im worried ill get all my call backs all at once or even worse is not getting any at all and being stuck at the same job with no art output to feed off of!
ReplyDeleteAnyways thanx for this post cuz it makes me feel a tad bit better! happiness at the misfortune of others?
Thanks for the comment, Dallas!
ReplyDeleteI think it made you feel better, because it's something that you can relate to!!!